I think I have a condition. I need to ask a psychologist. I don’t have anorexia – but I think I have the opposite. Let me explain… When I think of myself, whether walking around, driving in the car, whatever, – I see a very sexy, confident person. Then I stop and look in the mirror and gasp! Who in the hell is that? So see, I have something wrong with me. I need to fix that. I need the person looking back at me in the mirror to match the person I feel in my head!
So now the hard part. How to do that? I’ve thought and thought. I’ve fought the idea. I begged my friends on Facebook to stop making me feel lazy for not exercising… but it hasn’t worked. I need to get my sexy self back! Should I just write the blog? Should I do videos of my progress, post pictures? The thought of doing that makes me anxious!
I went to the doctor a few weeks ago and got my annual physical. Seems my cholesterol is high, my Vitamin B levels are low and my Vitamin D levels are extremely low. So I’m taking my vitamins, trying to get out in the sun a little more and sleeping better. The result so far has been that for the last 2 days, I have SO much energy! If I didn’t know better, I would swear I was on drugs.
Then today, my neighbor texted me to see if I wanted to start working out with her! So I give in. I’m gonna do it. I’m going to get my body back! So I’ve decided that if I actually keep up this blog… I will have to be accountable. I may only be accountable to myself, but that is ok…. Though I hope that other people chirp in and share, give advice, join in or just keep me going. We’ll see – this is a new adventure for me. Will you join me? Subscribe to the blog… let me know if you’d like to be an author on here or whatever! I not only want my body back, I would like to also help anyone else who needs to take this same step, lift their foot and jump in! 
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